the brass fan spins shadows on the ceiling while the dogs outside bark and Brautigan rests beside this bed still laughing. outside the spilled night is alive harassed- by blue red flashes against buildings against glass against death itself mingling in the gutters as clouds above flow to places unseen: so I rise from here turn off the daytime and sneak off in- to dreams to places no one else can follow to where it doesn't cost a cent.